Right now, my film is only an infant, a fetus even. How then can I simply abandon it? A poor father gives up on their child before it has even grown, but a good father instead roots for his child and puts his faith and belief into his kid hoping that they will become the best they can be and trying their best to support them towards that. To this end, I will not give up on the idea that is my future film, but realize that it truly is weak, but that with proper care and support, it will grow into a strong thing able to stand on it’s own without my support.
For selfish reasons, I have questions of my own of things I have failed to find answers for myself, so perhaps if I raise this infant to adulthood, I will find that the answers I’ve been looking for have been hidden with it, and perhaps it will hand over the secrets which have eluded me.
All this to say, my script is not finished, my film is not dead, I am not giving up.
Even if this blog dies, I will not, and my ideas will not.