Who Are You?

Do you ever feel lost? Like completely lost? Not in location but just no matter where you are.

You search and search for that thing called self. You may ask someone but they can't help, maybe you look deep into yourself but you no longer recognize your own insides, and even in the mirror it is just a stranger to you. In that mirror is you really, but not you. You on the outside, But WHO ARE YOU? Can you answer that?   Really?

 I think a lot of people laugh when others talk about "Finding themselves". Not out loud but on the insides, they think it. But everything is always funny until it happens to you right?

 I was thinking, maybe that is an artist's drive, maybe they think that art is their way of expressing themselves, and within expressing themselves, they learn who they are as much as we do if not worlds more so.

 Creating for the sake of self discovery. Maybe that's why? I'd like to know, why do artists create?

 and now I go to bed.

Soldiers of Misfortune

Directed and edited by Kamakazi. I mainly acted in this one ^___^

Fix up!

Lately I've been going in and updating everything that has to do with my online stuff, and as such I've came to modifying this blog..

So I would like to mention I added tabs now, we.. A tab but I'm going to add more as I see fit...

Right now there's just one for short films and one that takes you back to the homepage x3

I'm also not sure what I'll do with the background and colors..I mean what I have now is ok. but I'm just not sure if it feels me enough..idk x3 I may be changing that so if the blog looks radically different from one day to the next..that just means I'm experimenting :D

and also..I somehow managed to break the followers box..like it will show up but it wont display my followers o_o; I'm going to see if I can fix it..but idk if anyone has had that happen before I'd love to know how you fixed it..assuming you did..

Also, I'm thinking of adding one of those streaming music things to the blog..Like Nikki has with her own.. good idea? o.o

*EDIT* Fixed the followers box! added two more tabs as well.

a blog post for and about YOU!

So I was looking through the updates from blogs I've subscribed too, and I saw Mr. tehkurious's latest blog post, sharing an animation he had made. Namely this one:



and it got me thinking back to the days when everyone seemed excited about animating and stuff, everyone seemed to have their own projects planned for the future and it was an exciting time to me.. By everyone I mean back when the movie "We Are The Strange", Was first out, I remember Reyori was making little things, koolskull had a video called "Contrary to the Brain" I think it was...and some stuff like that.

and it got me thinking...it would be cool to have a playlist of all these old projects people had, and of ones as they came along too, it could show old work and new work..idk it's also 5am so that might be a stupid idea..but it feels neat rigtht now so I will speak my mind! :D

and anyone who wanted theirs added to it would contact me or whoever was in charge of this and it would be added on..maybe not even just a playlist but some kinda spot for this stuff, like an underground animator's list or something...idk I'm just throwing my 5am-intoxicated ideas out there (as in 5am has intoxicated my mind..no not beer or whateve)..idk anyone think that's a good idea? or maybe a modification of that! Maybe even drop cataloging the old stuff and make it all about new stuff? idk...this will probably feel stupid when I wake up, oh welllzzz


THIS IS PAST-MIDNIGHT D64..SIGNING OFF...

NO ME GUSTA

Remember how I said something was coming soon?..

IT'S HERE



Special Thanks to Ini Michelle Xiao for the painting!

Seriously check her artwork out! She's insanely talented and one of my favorite artists. I'm honored to have her help me out here ^____^

Her site is HERE

( THANKYOU VERY MUCH INI <3 )

on the horizon

Something small coming soon..stay tuned? :3

* noms your screen*

I've been meaning to make an update about something but I've been a stupid meany head and forgot! D:

So yeah , you remember how I made that alt blog? Probably not, maybe so, idk.

Well here's the thing..that was a stupid idea I says! I've been thinking..why is it ever a good idea to split up my posts between two blogs? One would die and the other may live..so I decided upon a new plan.

I'm going to keep this blog as my main, all my video updates that would go on that blog will be on this now starting with my next video. ((which is almost done I might add))
So I guess I'll delete the old blo-actually no! I wont do that.

I decided that blog will remain..as mainly a catalog more than a real blog. Everything I make will be posted here but Ill post it their as reference..UNLESS I can remember how to make a dedicated post on my blog that is only accessible by a special tab to it..then I WILL delete the other one, since you know it won't be needed anymore?

Also I'd like to mention the new video I'm making..It's been taking long but it's because I've been trying to make it my best yet! Technically maybe I shouldn't call it mine since I didn't come up with the idea, I did share in the directing, film most of it, and I'm doing all of the editing.

Also it's worth mentioning that a miss Inizny was generous enough to make a painting for it by my request, and I'm EXTREMELY honored that she did ^ ^

Hopefully this bla-bla-blah will justify itself when the video is finished but I guess that's YOU'RE opinion that matters there not mine!

I plan to have it done by the end of the week so hopefully new updates soon! ^ ^

and just for teasing's sake...